"Whats wrong with being silly?"

sometimes i'm so pathetic

so yea, thought i'd have a whole day with josh today cuz i didnt know i was switching with lena for this day off, and i didnt go shooting. but instead our plans got shot down cuz he had to go to this stupid ass meeting with kenny (bill know's what i'm talkin about, or at least he should) and he's not even gonna do it anyway so it just pisses me off cuz we never get to just hang out for a day without something going wrong. it just sux and i'm gonna complain about it.

getting your booby tattood hurts like a mother. except 'round the nipple area which i found weird but hell, a little less pain is better than more. but it turned out uber cute and i'm very impressed with the handy work Mr. Hornus did. even if i was laying on a bed for an hour with my boob hangin out, good thing i did guard in highschool. well, thats all i got to say, i'd put a picture up but i'm to lazy so i'll gues you'd have to see me to see my breast. party tomorrow!!!

so my car is in the shop. yay for me, there goes 110 dollars. but i guess its ok cuz i got to drive my mom's nice car around today cuz the people at the shop lost my crappy key so i had to give them my nice key. so they're gonna make me a new one for free so thats cool. well, its spring break, i'm bored and i've been playing a lot of sonic. thats why i've been updating in this thing so much.

i'm sooooo bored. josh is out of town, and yet again they send him by himself for a two person job, he was supposed to get back tomorrow, but he's getting back on wed. so i have like three days to do nothing at all and i'm gonna be soo bored. but i dont want to go out and do anything cuz i need to save my money for my tattoo i'm getting on thursday. arrrghhhh. i hate it when his work does that to him. it fucking pisses me off.

70 Confessions

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
josh

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
i dont use a cart

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
listener, i dont get a chance to talk usually

4. Do you take compliments well?
no, i take them as insults usually

5. Do you play Sudoku?
yea

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
ummmm, alone, no,

7. Do you like nipple rings?
if josh doesnt get me a b-day present by august thats what he has to do

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
no

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
bubble bouble

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married what would you do?
ummm, i'd want to slap them for being a douch

11.How many kids do you want to have and what are their names?
prob two, Donnie and i dont know the other ones

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
yea, i'm open minded, unless their like hurting themselves over it

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
i like to be pursued

14. Use three words to describe yourself.
annoying, bitch, weird

15. Do any songs make you cry?
yea

16. Are you continuing your education?
yup

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
i'd hope so

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
my purse and prob a blanket

19. How often do you read books?
i used to read a lot, but i gotta be in the mood

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
the future

21. Favorite children's book?
serendipity books, they talk bout drugs

22. What color are your eyes?
dark brown

23. How tall are you?
5'4"

24. When do you want to get married?
21 or older

25. What is the thing you remember most about your childhood?
how i hated school

26. To you what would be the most romantic place to kiss somone?
somewhere tropical by a waterfall or something like that

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yea

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
couple weeks ago

30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
flint

32. Do you like mustard?
On sangwiches

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
if i sleep i wont eat and get fat

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
my mom

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
half hour

36. Can you do the splits?
if i could, not anymore

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
TMNT

39. What did you do for New Year's?
went to bill and chris's and played flippy cup

40. Do you think the Grudge was scary?
if bill was there than no

42. Do you own a camera phone?
Yup

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
hell no, she was a druggy

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
e
47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
to many

48. Do you like care bears?
of course

49.What do you buy at the Movies?
the ticket

50. Do you know how to play poker?
dont think so

51.Do you wear your seatbelt?
yea

52. What do you wear to sleep?
just pj bottoms, i dont like to wear shirts when i sleep, or underwear

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
i remember when we got that second light put in, is that sad

55. Is your tongue pierced?
yup

56. Do you like Liver and Onions?
i dont think so, never had it

57. Are you in love?
i think i would call this love, and if it isnt, i dont know what love is

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
it depends on my mood

59. Ever been to L.A.?
i've been in L.A.X

61. Do you shower daily?
no, every other day, cuz that would be way to much money on shampoo and conditioner

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
i make josh steal it

63. Do you hate chocolate?
chocolate is my best friend and worst enemy

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
what i'm doing wrong with my life and how i'm screwing it up

65. Are you a gullible person?
probably

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
yea, i like to be with someone i'll admit it, but i wont be a slut about it

67. If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
i'd prob want to be a translater, cuz then i could be bilingual or trilingual

68. Are you easy to get along with?
i'm to shy, but i think i'm easy to get along with once i open up

69. What is a song that would describe your life?
i dont know, the only song i can think of is 30 Seconds to Mars the map of the world one, so i'll just go with that one cuz it makes me want to leave and not come back

70. What is your favorite time of day?
when i have something to do,

i really need to find a new job, someone bumped me, so i didnt even work this week. i thought unions were supposed to be fair. well thats a bunch of bull. now i'm just more pissed off and josh is getting the full blow. i feel bad bout that, dont want to be mad at him.

My dad broke his leg yesterday :*( now he's at the hospital getting a titanium rod put in his leg. kona is very depressed bout this.

so, i got two days this week at the jack. it sux but hopefully it will get better, i mean, people under me didnt get any hours so i should be glad i got 12 i guess.

tomorrow is school and this is my line up
Japa-112 TR 1:00-2:55
Psyc-281 TR 11:00-12:25

then on Feb 12 my Engl-102 class starts MW qq:00-1:55, that should be fun, 3 hour class but only for two months, two days a week.

so, yesterday i went and got my industrail, its all bruised right now, and it bleed a lot last night when i got it pierced, aparently thats normal, i hope it looks really cute when its not swollen or bruised.

so, its not even technically my birthday yet, i still have 18 minutes left, but i can tell its not going to be a good one. i wish i didnt care but i do.

yea, so i'm thinking about getting another pet rat, i got rid of my computer today, so that should be much easier.

well, i thought i'd update. so here it goes..
-holloween i went to japanese and worked till midnight. but that was ok cuz i got free candy that we were just trying to get rid of.
-i work most of the week, only have mond. and wed. off because i always do.
-somethings wrong with my car
-i got a 99% on my japanese midterm, very excited bout that one
-today i had a japanese test, not so excited bout that, but hey, got to leave half hour earlier.
-work tonight till midnight, whoopie.

yeah, thats pretty what my life has been like. fun...

ok, since everyone is writting about the snow and how awsome and sucky it is, i'll write on how it sux to drive on 23 in a blizzard while its grey and you cant see 10 feet in front of you. thats how it was driving to skool today. i got off at hill road where i knew it would be at least visible. but i'm happy it snowed, cuz i bought lingerie that reminded me of snow and i took that as a sign that i was getting some today. and i'm glad i did or i would be very pissy. but yea, that was my day.